Goodbye to old times and hello to new beginnings

so I started getting on this site back when i was still married and it kinda helped us sexually because it got my imagination going and we would try different things, but for some reason we couldn't watch any videos together. so as time went on i bought different toys for her and we would use them to be more kinky and adventures( yes it worked for awhile). then thing began to slow down in the bedroom. Around may of last year she decided to pack her things and leave which really hurt but eventually i realized that her leaving was exactly what i needed. ever since that tough day i have become more open minded to other sexual orientations such as me becoming bi curios and having my first ever bi mfm experience with a buddy and one of his female friends which everyone involved enjoyed themselves, since then we have done the same 2 -3 time. WE even had two females over one night and we both still hit our knees and sucked each others dick. With all this being said what I'm trying to say is I just wish that i had more friends that were willing to explore with a female friend or even their wives.