Nothing more than a fallacy!
I'm gonna come right out and state a fact: Chasers/Admirers/Whatever you wanna call them...that microscopic underbelly of gay male culture who finds fat men like me sexually attractive...DON'T EXIST IN ALABAMA.
I'll go even further to posit that they are an ultra-rare commodity outside my shitty state. Factor in the world? And the percentages get even smaller down to the near impossible to find.
Is it any wonder I've become so jaded with gay male society? I honestly think living close to a college town (for general edification I'm approximately 15 miles from the main campus of the University of Alabama) the statistics are somewhere close to nil of finding anyone even remotely interested in being with me.
I even went so far as to try and hire a rent-boy...just for a single encounter, not even a full night...and got told (and I quote) "I'd rather chew my own dick off than let you even look at if you fat fucking slob. Do the world a favor; go home and eat yourself to death you disgusting piece of filth."
So...yeah.
Chasers are a fantasy created by fat men who still believe that there's someone out there in the world who will love and accept them just as they are. To my fellow fat men I challenge you to WAKE THE FUCK UP AND STOP WISHING FOR SOMETHING THAT ISN'T GOING TO FUCKING HAPPEN! YOU MAKE THE REST OF US LOOK BAD!
I'll go even further to posit that they are an ultra-rare commodity outside my shitty state. Factor in the world? And the percentages get even smaller down to the near impossible to find.
Is it any wonder I've become so jaded with gay male society? I honestly think living close to a college town (for general edification I'm approximately 15 miles from the main campus of the University of Alabama) the statistics are somewhere close to nil of finding anyone even remotely interested in being with me.
I even went so far as to try and hire a rent-boy...just for a single encounter, not even a full night...and got told (and I quote) "I'd rather chew my own dick off than let you even look at if you fat fucking slob. Do the world a favor; go home and eat yourself to death you disgusting piece of filth."
So...yeah.
Chasers are a fantasy created by fat men who still believe that there's someone out there in the world who will love and accept them just as they are. To my fellow fat men I challenge you to WAKE THE FUCK UP AND STOP WISHING FOR SOMETHING THAT ISN'T GOING TO FUCKING HAPPEN! YOU MAKE THE REST OF US LOOK BAD!
4年前