My Attraction To Cock
I have always enjoyed watching porn but when my wife lost interest in sex I got even deeper into it. I also began to look at websites where you could chat with others. As I'm sure you have found, there are many more men than women on most of these sites and so I began to chat with men as well as with women. That is how I came to be attracted to cock.
At a certain point I wanted to meet someone to give a hand job to. I finally acted on this and met a man who was traveling in his hotel room and we jacked each other off. I ended up meeting several men while they or I were traveling. I really enjoyed feeling another man's cock in my hand, feeling it stiffen as I stroked him and I loved seeing his cum shoot out up close. So hot to see it and to feel it coating my hand as he climaxed.
I began to think more and more about sucking a cock. I was a bit afraid to try it, honestly. I think that, more than anything, I was afraid that I would like it too much.
About 9 or 10 years ago, I agreed to meet a man in his hotel room to trade blow jobs. I sucked him first and it was amazing. The feeling of his cock, stiff yet fleshy, in my mouth was a revelation. The taste of his skin and the taste as he began to leak precum was fantastic. Finally he was ready to cum and as his semen flooded my mouth I don't think I ever experienced anything as wonderful. Still, I was unsure about swallowing cum so I let his load drip out of my mouth and down his shaft as I continued to suck him. I found out just how good cum tastes.
Not long after that I arranged to meet a man in his office to jack him off. He was a lawyer and worked in a small firm. No one else was there, of course. He stood in a doorway leaning back against the doorjamb. I unzipped him and took his cock out and began to stroke him. As his cock stiffened in my hands I looked up at him and asked him if I could suck it. He told me that I could. We were both fully clothed and the floor was carpeted, so I knew at that point that I would swallow or there would be a big mess! He seemed to love how my sucking felt, he moaned and rubbed my head. As he came I was again overcome by how good it felt to have him unload in my mouth. I swallowed and loved every delicious drop of it. Now I think about it all the time.
I still love pussy and love women but it is always so much more complicated to hook up with a woman. Now I think about cock and cum all the time. I am almost always thinking about sucking cock when I jack off now.
At a certain point I wanted to meet someone to give a hand job to. I finally acted on this and met a man who was traveling in his hotel room and we jacked each other off. I ended up meeting several men while they or I were traveling. I really enjoyed feeling another man's cock in my hand, feeling it stiffen as I stroked him and I loved seeing his cum shoot out up close. So hot to see it and to feel it coating my hand as he climaxed.
I began to think more and more about sucking a cock. I was a bit afraid to try it, honestly. I think that, more than anything, I was afraid that I would like it too much.
About 9 or 10 years ago, I agreed to meet a man in his hotel room to trade blow jobs. I sucked him first and it was amazing. The feeling of his cock, stiff yet fleshy, in my mouth was a revelation. The taste of his skin and the taste as he began to leak precum was fantastic. Finally he was ready to cum and as his semen flooded my mouth I don't think I ever experienced anything as wonderful. Still, I was unsure about swallowing cum so I let his load drip out of my mouth and down his shaft as I continued to suck him. I found out just how good cum tastes.
Not long after that I arranged to meet a man in his office to jack him off. He was a lawyer and worked in a small firm. No one else was there, of course. He stood in a doorway leaning back against the doorjamb. I unzipped him and took his cock out and began to stroke him. As his cock stiffened in my hands I looked up at him and asked him if I could suck it. He told me that I could. We were both fully clothed and the floor was carpeted, so I knew at that point that I would swallow or there would be a big mess! He seemed to love how my sucking felt, he moaned and rubbed my head. As he came I was again overcome by how good it felt to have him unload in my mouth. I swallowed and loved every delicious drop of it. Now I think about it all the time.
I still love pussy and love women but it is always so much more complicated to hook up with a woman. Now I think about cock and cum all the time. I am almost always thinking about sucking cock when I jack off now.
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