While on my business trip..

So it happened.

Not the full experience but part of it. Out on business trip, there was no way my wife would find out. Bored in hotel room after work, found a guy with a similar situation as me. Messaged on and off on what gets us off and what we'd like to try and made the decision to give it a try.

Super nervous, I wait for him on the elevator of the hotel. We go up to my room. Chat for a little bit..Then he drops his pants. I drop mine. I sit him on the edge of the hotel bed. I kneel. Grab his cock and put in my mouth. It felt incredible. It was weird but I couldn't stop licking his balls and sucking on his cock. He gets me up and lies me down on the bed. He gets on top of me putting his dick in my mouth and taking mine with his. We suck each other off. I get him to cum in my mouth. I swallowed.

OMG. I swallowed someone else's cum for the first time. It was bitter. It was gooey. It was thick. It was fucking delicious. It was fucking hot listening to his moan. Seeing him shake and quiver while I give aftercare and clean off his cock with my mouth.

I wasn't game enough that day to get him to fuck my ass. I regret it now. I don't know when I'll have another chance at this. Maybe some day.

That was it. I did not cum cuz..me..suffering from ED couldn't get hard..

We put back our clothes on, a bit awkward, said have a good day. And he left.

That was it. After he leaves, I sit down on the sofa, thinking what had happened, still having the scent of his cock in my mouth, jerked off and ate my own cum.

I want to feel it up my ass now. I need help.