I’m a ruined sissy ****** and she left me...

I’m a sissy ******. She let me use my sissy clit to fuck her one more time and she didn’t cum. I did in less then two minutes. She laughed at me and said “you will never please another woman again fag. I’m done. You are pathetic. I’m leaving you.” She got off me and left. She said she would be back for her stuff. I’m a stupid ******. All I think about is cock. When I was inside her all I could think about was some buff guy fucking me like that and I came so fast. I’m a sissy ******. I need to serve cock.