Accepting my true Nature

I started dressing in my mom's and sister's panties, bras, pantyhose, dresses, and high heels when I was young. Growing up, I always tried to pretend to like and date girls but when I started having sexual relationships. I started to realize my dick was even smaller than I thought. After I dated this one girl, she spread this around the high school that we attended and soon everyone knew. This made me want to dress in my mom and sister's clothes even more. I continued dressing up girly and when I went to college, I started buying my own high heels, panties, bras and stockings. In my early 20’s I was in a relationship for 3 years with my then girlfriend. I made the mistake in letting her know I loved dressing girly. She wanted to see me dressed up. After seeing me dressed she said she would love to see me with another guy. I said I don't know about that, but she said it would be fun. So, she invited another guy to join us. He was a muscular black guy, and he was hung like a horse. His soft penis was three times as big as my fully hard penis. I have to admit, I love watching his BBC pump my gf! It was a huge turn on for me. Following that my gf told me she liked me wearing panties, fishnet stockings, high heels and skirts. I liked it so I went along. It wasn’t too long before I was fully dressing with makeup wig and heels for meets with Black friend. She enjoyed watching me suck him off. Four years into our relationship she got bored of sissy me and left me for him. FouFrom that time forward, I’m a complete sissy for BBC Masters. I’ve not touched a pussy in 20 years, and I won’t ever again. I’m so thankful for my ex-gf making me what I always wanted to be. I believe more white men want what has happened to me and I am encouraging them to accept this. I have now been with more BBC than I can count. It’s the happiest I’ve ever been and white men you are going to be just like me. In the end it’s the natural order of things.