New oral fetish of big black dick

Since covid and post covid i have been cautious about who i see. I have as you know one regular str8/bi tall thin black guy with 10.5 in that i have seen for almost 7 years. However, slowed it down due to covid. I last saw him in October of 2021 and i sucked him and then he all of sudden wanted to fuck me and hard. I said ok. He went slow first and then hard, and so hard my hole was bleeding and rose budding and he shot a cup of cum in my hole. he trembled as i did and then pulled out and made me push out his cum load onto his dick and then made me clean it off.

He moved a few months ago for a new start. As a str8/bi man he loves black male trannies with huge dicks to fuck. I am not his type and i respect that he knows what he wants and i hope he finds the right one and falls in love and is happy.

I told him this and told him that our thing cannot go on if he is looking for love in his desire. I am not his desire, but i am a close friend now and wish him all the luck to find his desire, which is hard and love her.

I said she will and him will be lucky to have each other.

Since him I have met one big black dick thin boi, but a mistake. I was d**gged, and robbed. I let it go as i have immense security protocals, but the nerve when i cut him off with blocking the continuing phone and text from 5 different numbers and the text lies of deaths in family, c***dren, which was grifter lies.

No contact for 5 weeks now and my move was to ignore. My boi from texas wanted to fly back and beat the hell out of them.
I said no. what would that do. i am not angry, but shocked, and not wanting to ever have contact with him again. Let him live his life in peace. and me as well.

What is the point of anger. who cares. Move on.