First Garter Belt

I remember my first garter belt it was later in life. Didn't know much about them til i saw some on sale in a store so I bought one. The first time I put it on I was hooked I was in my late twenties it was so sexy to wear nylons and garter then sliding panties over the top and yes your favorite V/F panties then slipping into nighty I also have a lot of time to make it last for hours rubbing stopping, Then starting over and over. When I was young and my cock would feel hard and hurt so good, I could poke it through a wall LOL walking around feeling everything under my silky covered body wishing I could wear them all the time like girls do. I guess that why i wanted to be a girl but I'm still wanted to keep my cock .What a choice I just would like to know what it would feel like for one day to feel like a girl with tits and pussy bra nipples and get a cock in my pussy, but it is only a dream. In the end I would climax you know the kind that lasts forever feeling your juices flow like it was super natural feeling all your wettest flow all under your silky panties laying there in glowing after math, Time passes then having to cleanup your mess and we know the guilty feeling we had to learn to get over with at least for me.in time it didn't matter anymore. I wonder why i didn't go blind LOL