A hard line to follow
For those of you who are still confused about "what" I am because I display a couple of signs of homosexuality, and yet at the same time have the ability to do all the "man" things I used to and still do. I am interested in building and racing but I don't have money to do that, and I need to concentrate on my home, and the improvement thereof. I'm am a car guy from simple genetics and DNA arrangement, but a devout religious car guy every since that one ride in a Ferarri 308 at the tender age of ten, I guess. I love sport bikes, bobbers, off road rigs, classic wooden speed boats, old open air helicopters from the sixties, Trans Am racing from the seventies, Paris Dakar from any year, I imagine having a pro stock drag car one day, I imagine having my own road course one day with a straight long enough to hit two hundred and still have time to brake.
There's more that i'm into but that started to drag on a bit. The "what it comes down to" of it is, is that I love beauty in all its forms where ever I see it. I missed my calling to becoming a fine art photog. And I see super models who are million airs. My idol, or one of them at least, Arnold Schrawzenegger started acting after he made his million, and im glad he did because he is the single biggest influence on me and my efforts to self improve by bodybuilding. I'm not hitting them as hard as he did when he became world famous, but im fifty now and I pick them up enough to see some results and that inspires more effort, or more wanting to anyway so I try to work it in little more often. The anal stimulation is something different, not entirely connected to the heels but those two elements seem to go together like peanut butter and jelly, just made for each other. If I had discovered anal pleasure earlier in life there is a chance I might have "acted gay" and as a result no doubt placed in the gay category like I was any way. I guess I didn't make enough effort to prove I wasn't gay, so it was assumed. These days there is an all out war on homosexuality in any way shape or form, so im prepareing myself for the inevitable attack form the self righteous bible thumpers who seem to have forgotten how their priests m***** c***dren and the church lies about it not once but who know because they lie. And the priest in Texas who was quoted saying that all homosexauls should be lined up against the wall and shot in the back of the head and the congregation cheered.
So, forgive me for not adhering to your social guide lines, but I never really felt right about religion, even as a k**. The first thing they tell you is that you have to believe, and that if you don't you'll go to hell. But if you don't believe, then how do you get sent there ? And when you go to to the church, its a fashion show meet and greet. I'm sure there are life long friends, but the church I went to and was confirmed into the Episcopal faith at, was but a congregation of clout chasers and stigma sighters who measure you up by their own achievements, family included. So the bottom line is that the want of monetary success, as in rich as a rock star, and knowing what I was taught at the prep school I graduated from means that this whole porn thing is just a naughty modeling gig that I am in bootstrapping and trying to create an actual business out of. Self portraits are available from any picture on my galleries, poster size and even framed or matted or what ever you want. Im going to create a wix.com gallery soon. Oh how I would love to have a studio brick and mortar gallery downtown any where. I would walk around in sexy ass business suits and tall stiletto heels, and sell my fine art and make shit tons of money.
Well, dear reader, the day awaits and I have much to do in prepares. Till the next one, if the shoe fits, put them on and look at your fine ass in the mirror, then take pics or maybe shoot a vid. Love ya.
There's more that i'm into but that started to drag on a bit. The "what it comes down to" of it is, is that I love beauty in all its forms where ever I see it. I missed my calling to becoming a fine art photog. And I see super models who are million airs. My idol, or one of them at least, Arnold Schrawzenegger started acting after he made his million, and im glad he did because he is the single biggest influence on me and my efforts to self improve by bodybuilding. I'm not hitting them as hard as he did when he became world famous, but im fifty now and I pick them up enough to see some results and that inspires more effort, or more wanting to anyway so I try to work it in little more often. The anal stimulation is something different, not entirely connected to the heels but those two elements seem to go together like peanut butter and jelly, just made for each other. If I had discovered anal pleasure earlier in life there is a chance I might have "acted gay" and as a result no doubt placed in the gay category like I was any way. I guess I didn't make enough effort to prove I wasn't gay, so it was assumed. These days there is an all out war on homosexuality in any way shape or form, so im prepareing myself for the inevitable attack form the self righteous bible thumpers who seem to have forgotten how their priests m***** c***dren and the church lies about it not once but who know because they lie. And the priest in Texas who was quoted saying that all homosexauls should be lined up against the wall and shot in the back of the head and the congregation cheered.
So, forgive me for not adhering to your social guide lines, but I never really felt right about religion, even as a k**. The first thing they tell you is that you have to believe, and that if you don't you'll go to hell. But if you don't believe, then how do you get sent there ? And when you go to to the church, its a fashion show meet and greet. I'm sure there are life long friends, but the church I went to and was confirmed into the Episcopal faith at, was but a congregation of clout chasers and stigma sighters who measure you up by their own achievements, family included. So the bottom line is that the want of monetary success, as in rich as a rock star, and knowing what I was taught at the prep school I graduated from means that this whole porn thing is just a naughty modeling gig that I am in bootstrapping and trying to create an actual business out of. Self portraits are available from any picture on my galleries, poster size and even framed or matted or what ever you want. Im going to create a wix.com gallery soon. Oh how I would love to have a studio brick and mortar gallery downtown any where. I would walk around in sexy ass business suits and tall stiletto heels, and sell my fine art and make shit tons of money.
Well, dear reader, the day awaits and I have much to do in prepares. Till the next one, if the shoe fits, put them on and look at your fine ass in the mirror, then take pics or maybe shoot a vid. Love ya.
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