Man If estation

For the next five posts I will be inserting picture of myself in shoes I no longer have. If a picture is worth a thousand words, then this one is worth that plus the price the shoes from the thrift store, and the years of toe cramp, which is why i dumped 'em.

For what ever it is worth I will reiterate the whole entire why I am doing this pornographic modeling endeavor. You could call it mid life crisis, that shoe fits. Mid life or later ( I doubt very much I will live to be a hundred) because I'm fifty years old as of a few months ago, and crisis because I'm monetarily challenged as i have been my whole fifty years of it. My mother became a teacher when I was **********, and though it is an honorable profession, one finds it difficult to pay a power bill with honor.
Thanks to another video stream that shall remain name less, I have discovered the reason I am skillful in some areas, like design and operation of machines, and absolutely useless in other ares like complicated math, and the retention of dates. Reason I'm not an engineer, because it's too cognitive intense. When it comes to missing your calling I have that covered in many genres. My should haves, could have, and would haves are like three nephews hanging around nagging me about how I would already be rich by now if I had just pursued my happiness in the porn genre earlier in life. Instead, I followed the unwritten guidelines laid out before me by all of society, backed in full by mom and dad, who did well for them selves, thus giving me a good life that I wasted because I didn't become some type of honorable profession like they did. It's because of the lead in the gasoline up to the year 1983, that is the sole cause of my learning disability.
So, in the interest of making enough money in my later years to have a life that I think I deserve, I am in pursuit of betterment of my physical self, and using the effort and the end result as a way to make a buck or two in the process. I posted one three minute vid of my feet driving around the block, and received a warning for it. So I must thank you xHamster for allowing me to be myself and actually make money from it. I realize it isn't much, yet, but when it does start to produce an actual income it will be steady. But more than just the money, it allows for me to just be myself, with out warnings from others because of all the real perverts out there. I have been traumatized by some of the shit I have seen on the mainstream stream. Actual murders & k**nappings. And as I have already mentioned in previous posts because it's just too fucked up not to, the ex-president of this country I love is the biggest spoiled brat baby dumb ass I have ever seen in my life. He is just like all the "friends" I used to have who all turned out to be a bunch of d**ggie asshole conformists, who look for anything they get on you to fuck with you about. That's insecurity.
I'm just using what I've got, and what I've got is my body. Sex sells, any one who knows anything about marketing will tell you your right about that. Which is why advertisers use it to sell everything from soap to 4x4 trucks. Using what I've got is using my basic knowledge of photography and my pretty good DLSR digital camera to start an online gallery to sell my cross dressed self portraits. Other video uploads sites are an option but I have some work to do in editing and the self teaching thereof. I have a few diecast models in 1/18th scale and I plane to build a replica of my house in the same scale, so I can "Close Encounters of the Third Kind", and "Field of Dreams" make it happen.
Enough rambling for now dear reader, the day awaits and I have much in the way to do. Just know in your heart that if I don't post every day in will be the next one or the one after that one. Because I have lots to say on the subject, and several pictures I would like to share with you. And these picture will only use for my posts so ill know who reads me. Love always, Mr.LeggsL