Ever think back to where and when you knew?

Serious thought, did you ever stop to think when and where you were when you had an experience you liked or disliked?

I know the first time I wore sis swimsuit, I remember it so well. I also remember so much more that happened in the years prior, and the years following. It is so strange to think that so much of my sexuality was so obvious to anyone of like mind, even though I had tried so hard to cover up what excited, enthralled and held my interests.

It was however not the first time I had been cross dressed, just the first time I truly realized how much it worked for me.

We always played dress up, I had way more girls than guys in my age bracket. Not just Fam, but the close friends at that same exploration age. We fooled around a lot, and we were very close.

Recently I have been talking with a few of my Cuz, and the subject of pool and basement play time had been brought up. I find that the playtime is generational and still active.

I talked to my ther****t, and we faced so much of what was wrong and what was normal in this flood of very distinct and clear memories that came up.

I still do not know how to react, but I know it was part of what shaped me, and why I was so overprotective of my fam, and why I kept a distance from the relatives. Finding out, that it was likely the best thing that I deprived my immediate clan of the close familiarity of the extended relations.

My younger sis and I came to terms with so much years ago after my divorce, her way of consoling me was very tab oooh . Now my older one to this day will only ever say the past is past, let us not bring it up. Still either repressing or denying everything that occurred between, well all of our generation and the elder ones who also became actively involved.