MY STORY

I've been on a search ever since I've been an adult. It started when I was 7, I had just moved to indy.
My folks brought a house in a mostly white neighborhood and this is when I met Eric. He was a year or two
younger than me and he looked up to me highly. One day he asked if I could come out and play...I did come out but
what game he had in mind would change my life. He asked me if we could play house...I was like i don't care...Then
quick as lightening he said he wanted to be the wife and we could use his grandfathers van as the house. So he climbed in
i chilled out for a second to act like i was coming home from work, then i climbed in and i saw him look at
me and lick his lips. He leaned over and said I'm happy you came home and went in for a kiss..I slighty jerked back surprised
but he still made contact. It was just on the lips but it felt different (more of a connection than with girls I
had kissed at the time). I can't go into details but let just say that was the day I knew boys were a option...
From that time forward I engaged in mostly straight relationships until my 20's when I f**ked a guy who I
met of yahoo messenger. I got married, joined the army, came back to find out my wife had cheated on me. After
her every single female I dated (which has only been 2) has been trash cans...All kinda bs problems, all kinda
k**s by all kinda dudes, lazy...A waste of time. I have been single for 3 years and I have lost all hope in
dealing with any female at all...I have lost the motivation to even talk to one. However, on the other side my
attraction to boys has grown. Eric started me on the path to where I might just find what I have been searching for.