First time in panties
It seems that every panty fetishist starts their journey into lingerie at a young age. I'm no exception. One of my earliest memories involves the event that sealed my love of panties. It was such a powerful experience that it punched through the fog of toddler forgetfulness. In my case, I was roughly 3 years. And then ten years later, a second event also had a profound effect on my sexual preferences.
One day when I was three, I accidentally peed my pants. Mom was a little angry. She decided to punish me by making me wear nothing but my sister's old, yellow rhumba-style panties... nothing else.... for the entire day... bright yellow silky briefs with rows of ruffles on the butt, lace around each leg opening and more lace around the waist. That evening, when dad walked in the door after work, he laughed and asked if I was a sissy. I was embarrassed. Afterwards, I felt a tingling in my little cock. I was allowed to change back into my regular clothes before dinner, but the damage was done. I was forever in imprinted on lacy panties, especially briefs with ruffles... particularly yellow ones.
Every chance I got, I grabbed someone's panties (there were three women living at home), wore them, had an erection, and touched myself.
Eventually, when I approached *********ce, I started cumming into the panties. That was torture, because I knew it was naughty, but it was also addicting. Every time I masturbated, I dreamed of wearing silky, lacy panties. And if i was lucky enough to be wearing them, I was overcome with lust for the panties.
Eventually, in a small house that I shared with four other people, I got caught. I was maybe 12 and my older sister walked into my bedroom when I was jerking off while wearing mom's white nylon briefs. I didn;t know it, but my sister was just starting to have sex. I was just embarrassed beyond words. Anyway, she was amused to learn about my panty fetish. She said that she suspected I was getting into her panty drawer, but had no idea I was cumming into mom's panties. I begged her to not tell anyone. After teasing me and refusing to let me step out of the panties, she suggested a deal -- her silence if I would finish what I obviously started and let her watch me cum. I was horrified, then puzzled, and finally relieved to have a way out of Mom and Dad learning about my fetish. Once I started to touch myself, my sister watched. She had a smirk on her face, which was somehow arousing. She started whispering to me, saying things like "it looks like your panties are hiding a little secret", "oh my, you must be getting excited, panty boy", "are you going to cum into mom's panties for me?". On and on. Eventually, I shot my load. My sister touched the glob of sperm that shot through the nylon, then smelled and tasted it. I was consumed by lust and shame. She just smiled and walked out of the bedroom.
This amazing event never happened again, but it shaped my sexual desires. Ever since, I loved to have lovers watch me while I jerked off into my panties. And when they talked dirty, I would be consumed with lust that only a sissy can understand.
One day when I was three, I accidentally peed my pants. Mom was a little angry. She decided to punish me by making me wear nothing but my sister's old, yellow rhumba-style panties... nothing else.... for the entire day... bright yellow silky briefs with rows of ruffles on the butt, lace around each leg opening and more lace around the waist. That evening, when dad walked in the door after work, he laughed and asked if I was a sissy. I was embarrassed. Afterwards, I felt a tingling in my little cock. I was allowed to change back into my regular clothes before dinner, but the damage was done. I was forever in imprinted on lacy panties, especially briefs with ruffles... particularly yellow ones.
Every chance I got, I grabbed someone's panties (there were three women living at home), wore them, had an erection, and touched myself.
Eventually, when I approached *********ce, I started cumming into the panties. That was torture, because I knew it was naughty, but it was also addicting. Every time I masturbated, I dreamed of wearing silky, lacy panties. And if i was lucky enough to be wearing them, I was overcome with lust for the panties.
Eventually, in a small house that I shared with four other people, I got caught. I was maybe 12 and my older sister walked into my bedroom when I was jerking off while wearing mom's white nylon briefs. I didn;t know it, but my sister was just starting to have sex. I was just embarrassed beyond words. Anyway, she was amused to learn about my panty fetish. She said that she suspected I was getting into her panty drawer, but had no idea I was cumming into mom's panties. I begged her to not tell anyone. After teasing me and refusing to let me step out of the panties, she suggested a deal -- her silence if I would finish what I obviously started and let her watch me cum. I was horrified, then puzzled, and finally relieved to have a way out of Mom and Dad learning about my fetish. Once I started to touch myself, my sister watched. She had a smirk on her face, which was somehow arousing. She started whispering to me, saying things like "it looks like your panties are hiding a little secret", "oh my, you must be getting excited, panty boy", "are you going to cum into mom's panties for me?". On and on. Eventually, I shot my load. My sister touched the glob of sperm that shot through the nylon, then smelled and tasted it. I was consumed by lust and shame. She just smiled and walked out of the bedroom.
This amazing event never happened again, but it shaped my sexual desires. Ever since, I loved to have lovers watch me while I jerked off into my panties. And when they talked dirty, I would be consumed with lust that only a sissy can understand.
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