Sex journal (entry 1) private thoughts

While I lie here alone, in the dark, naked and horny thinking about you,
thinking about fucking you, thinking about how I tell you about my deepest desires..
Is it worth the risk.. I don’t think you’re wife would be very impressed… But how about we keep
it a secret.. between friends.. nobody ever needs to know, not your wife, not my Boyfriend..
not a single other person except you and me… but how do I even know that you want me?
I don’t even know how to begin to tell you my thoughts, my desires, my fantasies…

Many nights when I’m alone I lie here fucking myself with my vibrator, while I’m screaming your name
as I rub my clit. I want your cock so bad, just the thought of you fucking me gets my pussy so wet.

I want us to sneak off to a hotel, I want you lay on the bed In front of me while I’m crawling between your legs,
so I can suck your dick, I want to taste your cum on my lips!

I want you to drag me off to the bathroom and push me up against the door by my throat while you finger my pussy, before you bend me over the sink, and fuck me In front of the mirror, I want you to call me your dirty little whore, and a fucking little slut, who is yours! I want you to pull my hair and spank me while you fuck me!

We can go back to the bedroom, because I will still need more of you, I want you so deep inside me you make me squeal, fucking me with my legs over your shoulders.. I want you do dominate me and fuck me in every way you want, I want you to make me moan so loud, they can hear us in the next room! I want you to pin me up against the wall, and fuck me till I can’t stand!

When I can’t stand anymore, I want you to bend me over the bed and fuck my up my arse, I want to cum over and over just for you.

How do I tell you all that?
where do I start!?