Teenage clients like to watch me pee

I was toilet trained to squat to piss like any girl since my junior secondary school days. Although even after castration I still have a penis, it is of no practical use to me where pissing is concerned, because, ever since the age of 13, I have been sitting on the toilet bowl seat to piss anyway. More than three-quarters of my current clients are my former students, for I did plenty of part-time teaching at several secondary schools during my university years.

Now that I am no longer their teachers, I need to piss on command for my students to see. They ask me to strip myself naked and then I need to drink a lot of water so I will need to pee soon. My leftover penis normally shrinks when icy water is poured onto it, which my students usually do just that. Oh, they want me to piss while standing up, as any boy does, which of course I can't, because in that normal male pissing posture, I just can't shoot out my urine, as boys or other shemales (without having been castrated) easily can, and because my penis is small like a big peanut, my urine just slithers down, sort of streaming down, my thighs, which is messily unpleasant for me to say the least. But the boys enjoy seeing this show (sigh).

Actually as you can see, becoming a girl and yet having to piss like a boy, is difficult to the nth power.