Roe v wade

i am 23 (turning 24 this year) and i live in an extremely red state. now i’ve always loved everything surrounding c***dren (i am pro choice although and understand why some don’t want them) i’ve loved c***dren themselves, loved the idea of raising them, loved the idea of pregnancy, hell i even love the idea of birth (not the pain ofc but the amazing thing my body can do and the intense relief and love i will be filled with when i hold my baby for the first time). i just… love it all. but now with roe v wade overturned and hearing stories about women being forced to carry dead fetuses inside them and give birth to a dead baby, or not being able to have a deadly pregnancy removed from the mother, etc is horrifying me and i’m terrified to ever have c***dren of my own… especially girls considering this will very much effect them aswell which is the gender that i’ve always imagined myself having first (i would love a boy just the same. just anytime i picture the future or have a dream about my first c***d it’s a girl idrk why). how do you make yourself feel better about it all? how do you stop from feeling helpless or that if you do bring a c***d into this world that is female you’re only setting them up for a horrible future regarding womens rights?