New sensations. new feelings

This night was also not very calm and not very pleasant to me. barely falling asleep, I woke up from a push one of the men woke me up and called me into the hall.They made me beg to be allowed to suck cock. or what would I beg to fuck me.as soon as someone fucked me or I sucked someone's dick. I was allowed to go back to my room to sleep.but as soon as I fell asleep. one of the men woke me up again. and everything repeated..so it was four or five times a night. I only wanted one thing for this nightmare to end as quickly as possible.And when morning came. The men announced to me that they would arrange a marathon for my ass.I was fucked non-stop for about three hours. as soon as one man finished. then the next one fucked me. To be honest, I don’t remember very well what happened during those three hours. I could no longer scream and only groans and wheezes. and several times I was brought to my senses by pouring water.after these three hours I was not very firmly on my feet and when I was allowed to retire to my room I had to crawl.I slept for a very long time. The rest of the time was not very active for my ass and my mouth. although I was already in such a state that I didn’t care at all what was happening to my body.
there in that house I understood some things. 1e I have cooled my feelings for my man. I didn't care whose dick to suck or who would fuck me. 2nd I felt power over men I realized that it was me fucking their cocks with my mouth or my ass that it was I who made them spew cum or get aroused.

my relationship with that man lasted for several years (when I turned 16 my family moved to another country)but for those few years he continued to use me and probably even traded my body. he offered me to other men from time to time. and I was very good I felt good when I was groped or judged by looking at me. when I felt how I excite men, it brought me a feeling of joy.
My story is my story. this is the story of an ordinary whore. . my becoming a whore. and of course. this path had many episodes which I will cover in future blogs