Virginity loss

Today it finally happened. I prepared for it a lot, thought about it for a long time, but today it finally happened. I've had my dick locked up all week, which has left me very frustrated and horny, I kept thinking about my Mistress, but today I didn't use it because of a small injury. For some reason today I decided to download the Grind app again. As soon as I logged in, men started tweeting me and sending me penis pictures. Among them was this guy, and for some reason he seemed trustworthy. We started chatting, sent each other naked pictures, and then video-chatted to confirm we weren't fakes. I was very excited, my whole body was shaking, but I decided: now or never. After work I went to his place and 20 minutes later I found myself in his apartment. When I arrived he wanted to kiss me and hug me, but I pushed him away. I'm not attracted to the idea of men hugging and kissing me. I told him I didn't want that, he accepted. We sat down to talk, I was quite quiet, but luckily he was quite proactive and asked a lot of questions, and then I told him: I'm here to suck and get fucked, but I'd never been with a man before. He said he didn't fuck the first time, so he wouldn't fuck now. I agreed. Meanwhile he was stroking my cock and I could see his was getting hard. He asked me if I really wanted a blow job. I said yes, and he pulled down his pants. He's got a nice cock, a bit bigger than mine, and he's circumcised. Fearfully I grabbed him with my hand and started to move him up and down, looked him in the eye and slowly leaned over and licked him, and he hissed, I licked his dick. There was a funny taste to his skin that I didn't really like, not because he was unkempt, because he had washed it before. But I didn't care, I started to put his cock deeper in my mouth. It was a bit foreign to me, I couldn't relax so I didn't try the deepthroat, but he still complimented me on how well I sucked. He said no one had ever sucked as well as I did. After a few minutes of sucking, he indicated he was about to come, I stopped. She looked at me and asked if I wanted him to fuck me, I sad yes, that's what I came for. We put a condom and a screamer, he put the condom on and I squeezed my ass, I was on all fours and he pushed his cock into me from behind, slowly. It felt good. Then he started to fuck me, sometimes faster, sometimes slower, sometimes it hurt a little, but all in all it was good. Soon he signaled that he was about to come, so I told him to take his time. He fucked for a few more minutes and then he was enjoying himself immensely. The only thing I missed was swallowing cum, for some reason I didn't agree to that at the first time, but he'd like to meet again and maybe I'll do that next time, and maybe we will do some naughty photos.