Early years

I had several girlfriends in high school. I'd started looking at lingerie in my mum's mail order catalogues and wearing some of her underwear. Then I borrowed men's magazines from a friend but started buying Mayfair when I was 16. I took my name Karen from my first love. We only ever did foreplay, I used to struggle to get my hand inside her tights and panties to finger her wet pussy as we kissed. I used to wear stockings and suspenders at that time and always thought they gave better access and were sexier to look at. I kept in touch with Karen over the years and would have loved to tell her about how I dressed and went out as a woman. I remember at a party being amazed how glam and sexy she looked in a new dress. I would have liked to have worn it too. Soft silky blouses were the fashion with lacy bras often being seen underneath. It's a look I still love today. Fashions from the eighties have a soft spot for me. One girlfriend did buy some stockings and a suspender belt to wear without my asking and it added to my excitement a lot as we made love. I did think her belt was poor quality as her stockings weren't held up that well, I would have loved to tell her how and what I liked to wear. It was around this time I discovered Fiona Cooper videos. The girls and their outfits drove me wild. I love the clothing, hair and lingerie. I never thought they would have sex at the end of the photoshoot. Mind you I ended up doing things that I wouldn't have thought of when I first started dressing. After I'd been with a girl, I always got the urge to dress and after dressing always wanted to get to grips with a girlfriend. The two things seem to be two sides of the same coin. I was able to pretend I was buying clothes for girlfriend as I started buy my own things. It was many years later that I was able to tell some of my adult girlfriends about my dressing.