Looking in area

So I'll make this plain and simple, I'm looking for women to make content with, the women in my area have all became holier than thou. It's fact, this phat ass bitch, Mmm, she went straight Muslim and married. LOL. Shame though, but now that I think about it, fuck content. I just wish the women around here weren't so far and in between. Used to have so much fun but everyone has a ******** and it's how every conversation is started. It's interesting and weird as shit. Yeah I want to get smashed and fuck you silly, but I don't want to watch you do it to other dudes. Anyone else going through this? Hitting up a woman ain't the same no more. It's find an e*****, pay some ******** girl to watch her play. Maybe I'm not man enough to jerk off, I just like that real shit. Maybe this is venting, complaining I don't know. But I'm real at least. I come here to find things I'm lacking. Used to have **********, wasn't that the best shit out there? Even for conversation.