My first time tasting another's cum
As a teenager I found myself hyper-sexually interested in any form of sex. I fantasized of sex with both boys and girls though I can't say I found either sex attractive because for me, it was just about the act of having sex in whatever form that might be.
I often found myself sticking bottles in my ass, going to adult book stores (yes, with glory holes but I only masturbated), buying and watching porn magazines and movies, going to cruising spots, and masturbating a whole lot. You get the idea, always interested but always afraid to engage.
Until I went with my girlfriend to a weekend band camp; well, I didn't actually go with her but surprised her by catching up on Saturday. She was surprised, I had no place to stay and a few conversations later I was told I could share a room with another student. I didn't think much of it at the time, didn't know the other person and yeah, assumed there was two beds ... for me, I was happy to surprise my girlfriend that weekend and happy that I didn't have to sleep in the car.
Saturday afternoon and evening went as normal, watched my girlfriend play in the band, joined in a dinner party afterwards and then a very lengthy good-night make-out session with my girlfriend that left me only saying "good-night," without a release.
I had a few beers at the dinner party, was a little *****, went to the hotel, showered and realized, in the dark room: there was only one bed and someone was already in it! I usually sleep naked but decided to get into bed with my boxers and reminded myself, "better than sleeping in a car."
Fast asleep, I was woken sometime in the night, feeling a very gentle touch on the tip of my rock-hard penis. I could feel my penis throbbing but also, being ***** and tired, thought maybe it was just a dream. I laid there, falling back asleep and again, a very gentle touch on the tip of my penis. I woke a little more this time and realized my boxers were off and my cock was at full mast, straining and being teased by someone's hand. I continued to lay still, a little afraid: was this an accident? Maybe the stranger just brushed up against me? Still uncertain and pretending to be asleep, I rolled to my side, positioning my cock a little closer to the touching "feeling".
Then I waited and half fell back asleep.
This next time I was woken not by a gentle touch of the penis but instead, a full grip of my cock and I was being jerked off. Nervous, I still laid still but my body gave in and soon my hips were pushing in and out against the hand while my breath quickened. Never have I been with a man but instinctively, I knew what to do and within another moment, found myself grabbing his fully erect cock and jerking it as well.
It was dark, I couldn't see what the other person looked like (perhaps why I now have a fetish to have sex with strangers without seeing them?) but I loved the feeling of his cock in my hand. So much so that without even giving it a thought or being guided, I found myself sliding lower on the bed, until my lips met his cock.
Prior to this moment I never thought about tops, bottoms, submissive or dominates and I have no idea what guided me but I desperately needed this cock in my mouth so after a few kisses and licks my lips opened and he slid in. Wow. There wasn't much to figure out, my first time sucking cock, his hips started gyrating and my mouth matched his motions but it was a little uncomfortable and again, without thought, I swung into 69 position to get my mouth better aligned with his cock ... oh, and what an alignment it was!
My ass was in his face, his tongue lightly tickling my crack, one of his hands jerking my cock and my head bobbing up and down on his swollen penis. I was in heaven with no expectation of "what next" ... I could have sucked that cock for hours, it was delicious.
But, no such luck. Having never sucked cock and never thought about, 'what's next', I wasn't prepared for the next part until suddenly I began feeling his cock throb in my mouth and a single, pre-cum squirt filled my mouth. I stopped immediately, gagged, spit then jumped out of bed, running to the bathroom to rinse my mouth. I was horrified, a little disgusted and unsure what to do so stayed in the bathroom a few minutes, feeling ashamed, used and embarrassed though eventually, the taste evaporated with my shame and I found myself crawling back into bed though this time, fully naked and knowing that I needed to finish what I started, this was clearly the early beginnings of me being a submissive sissy slut.
I left the bathroom light on before returning to bed, still unable to see his face but was able to identify a very erect cock in desperate need of a release so got into the bed though this time slid on him sideways, resting my head on his belly and opening my mouth. Without hesitation his cock entered my mouth and began plunging in and out, this time far more rapidly than before and this time was different for me as well, because I knew what I had to do.
It didn't take long until he emptied his balls and this time I didn't run away in disgust, but stayed steady and just accepted the deposit and my fate. When he was finished I went to the bathroom again, rinsed my mouth, turned off the light, returned to bed and fell fast back asleep.
The next morning I woke, he was gone and to this day I still have no idea who I sucked off that night at band camp but it was my first taste of cum, my first time sucking cock, my first time having sex with a stranger and my first time serving someone else and for better or worse, this first episode clearly defined me and my sexual preferences today.
I often found myself sticking bottles in my ass, going to adult book stores (yes, with glory holes but I only masturbated), buying and watching porn magazines and movies, going to cruising spots, and masturbating a whole lot. You get the idea, always interested but always afraid to engage.
Until I went with my girlfriend to a weekend band camp; well, I didn't actually go with her but surprised her by catching up on Saturday. She was surprised, I had no place to stay and a few conversations later I was told I could share a room with another student. I didn't think much of it at the time, didn't know the other person and yeah, assumed there was two beds ... for me, I was happy to surprise my girlfriend that weekend and happy that I didn't have to sleep in the car.
Saturday afternoon and evening went as normal, watched my girlfriend play in the band, joined in a dinner party afterwards and then a very lengthy good-night make-out session with my girlfriend that left me only saying "good-night," without a release.
I had a few beers at the dinner party, was a little *****, went to the hotel, showered and realized, in the dark room: there was only one bed and someone was already in it! I usually sleep naked but decided to get into bed with my boxers and reminded myself, "better than sleeping in a car."
Fast asleep, I was woken sometime in the night, feeling a very gentle touch on the tip of my rock-hard penis. I could feel my penis throbbing but also, being ***** and tired, thought maybe it was just a dream. I laid there, falling back asleep and again, a very gentle touch on the tip of my penis. I woke a little more this time and realized my boxers were off and my cock was at full mast, straining and being teased by someone's hand. I continued to lay still, a little afraid: was this an accident? Maybe the stranger just brushed up against me? Still uncertain and pretending to be asleep, I rolled to my side, positioning my cock a little closer to the touching "feeling".
Then I waited and half fell back asleep.
This next time I was woken not by a gentle touch of the penis but instead, a full grip of my cock and I was being jerked off. Nervous, I still laid still but my body gave in and soon my hips were pushing in and out against the hand while my breath quickened. Never have I been with a man but instinctively, I knew what to do and within another moment, found myself grabbing his fully erect cock and jerking it as well.
It was dark, I couldn't see what the other person looked like (perhaps why I now have a fetish to have sex with strangers without seeing them?) but I loved the feeling of his cock in my hand. So much so that without even giving it a thought or being guided, I found myself sliding lower on the bed, until my lips met his cock.
Prior to this moment I never thought about tops, bottoms, submissive or dominates and I have no idea what guided me but I desperately needed this cock in my mouth so after a few kisses and licks my lips opened and he slid in. Wow. There wasn't much to figure out, my first time sucking cock, his hips started gyrating and my mouth matched his motions but it was a little uncomfortable and again, without thought, I swung into 69 position to get my mouth better aligned with his cock ... oh, and what an alignment it was!
My ass was in his face, his tongue lightly tickling my crack, one of his hands jerking my cock and my head bobbing up and down on his swollen penis. I was in heaven with no expectation of "what next" ... I could have sucked that cock for hours, it was delicious.
But, no such luck. Having never sucked cock and never thought about, 'what's next', I wasn't prepared for the next part until suddenly I began feeling his cock throb in my mouth and a single, pre-cum squirt filled my mouth. I stopped immediately, gagged, spit then jumped out of bed, running to the bathroom to rinse my mouth. I was horrified, a little disgusted and unsure what to do so stayed in the bathroom a few minutes, feeling ashamed, used and embarrassed though eventually, the taste evaporated with my shame and I found myself crawling back into bed though this time, fully naked and knowing that I needed to finish what I started, this was clearly the early beginnings of me being a submissive sissy slut.
I left the bathroom light on before returning to bed, still unable to see his face but was able to identify a very erect cock in desperate need of a release so got into the bed though this time slid on him sideways, resting my head on his belly and opening my mouth. Without hesitation his cock entered my mouth and began plunging in and out, this time far more rapidly than before and this time was different for me as well, because I knew what I had to do.
It didn't take long until he emptied his balls and this time I didn't run away in disgust, but stayed steady and just accepted the deposit and my fate. When he was finished I went to the bathroom again, rinsed my mouth, turned off the light, returned to bed and fell fast back asleep.
The next morning I woke, he was gone and to this day I still have no idea who I sucked off that night at band camp but it was my first taste of cum, my first time sucking cock, my first time having sex with a stranger and my first time serving someone else and for better or worse, this first episode clearly defined me and my sexual preferences today.
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