Trans?

What I am experiencing myself feeling,
is both the masculine and feminine at the same time.
This can be what a person decides defines him,
and therefore live out his life as a trans person.
So really, my experience is no surprise, nothing unique.

But what I also know, see, and feel
is that the content of my experience does not define me,
and therefore, I do not live my out my life as a trans person,
since I already am that which experiences feeling like one.
And that is maybe both surprising and unique.

What happens in me then, is that I do not need to meet anyone
to live something out together,
I have already lived it out, and need no confirmation,
nor cover for a shame that does not exist.
And that is neither surprising nor unique.