My dad's porn stash

I was either 8 or *********** when I discovered my dad's stash of porno mags. I had seen Playboys before but these were more like swinger and nudist magazines. I'll never forget flipping through one of them and seeing a full page photo of a nude, muscular man with a huge, hard cock. I didn't think of sucking him or anything like that but I was mesmerized by him and by that cock. I looked through dad's mags many times but I always made sure I went back to that pic. I remember getting a funny, tingly feeling whenever I looked at it. It was many years later before I came to terms with my attraction to men and to cocks but I often reflect back to dad's porn stash and wonder if that was the beginning.

Did anyone else have a similar experience?