Becoming a Total Bottom

It took some time for me to become a total bottom. I met my Daddy over 20 years ago. I had always liked guys older than me and was more of a bottom but not exclusively. Daddy (who is 15+ years older than me) liked younger guys and was more of a top. After a couple of years, Daddy started getting really verbal calling my hole a pussy and a cunt. I was surprised how much that turned me on. He then told me that he wanted me to shave my pussy and shave/trim my bush to a little landing strip which also excited me. He started buying jockstraps and panties for me to wear while he fucked me. He said that way we could focus just on my pussy and could ignore my “little clit”. He told me not to touch my clit until he was done fucking me and he said I could touch it. He told me that if I disobeyed him and was a bad boy (later a bad girl) he would take me over his knee and spank me. Needless to say, I was sometimes disobedient! Daddy has made my hole look and feel like a wrecked cunt…he always says how good my pussy lips feel and look on his cock when he is fucking me. My clit now remains soft when Daddy is fucking me (even when I cum just from being fucked). I rub and finger my cunt (rather than touch my clit) when I am horny. I guess I am officially a total bottom. Lucky that I have a verbal dom Daddy to fuck me.