Finding a Top

When I got divorced 7 years ago I found Grindr. ********** was around for a bit as well. It was soemthing I'd think about all day as I searched for a top to come over later. I'd put an ad on ********** and weed out the fakes or people that weren't truly going to come over. Since I'm a bi guy I tend to prefer other bi married guys. Just my preference. That's not to say I haven't met with guys that aren't bi/married. Once I narrowed it down to a few during the day we would chat and send a few pics....talking about what we liked or what we wanted to try. Quite a few times I'd get the guy on his way home to his wife. I'd get ready knowing he would be on his way soon. Getting cleaned up, maybe have a drink to loosen my nerves a bit. He'd pull up outside and I'd see him walking to the front door. That's when it was getting real! Nerves, excitement....just an incredible feeling. Sometimes they'd ask me to wear a jock or maybe a pair of panties or a thong. It's a huge turn on for me when someone likes to kiss....especially if they are good at it. Most times I would lead him up to my bed....once there we'd make out while rubbing each other....feeling him getting hard....slowly unbuttoning his pants and lowering his zipper. I'd slide his pants down and I'd get on my knees. The smell can be intoxicating once you're down there. Slowly taking his hard cock in my mouth....getting him ready. I love missionary and would lay back on the edge of the bed. usually had lube there. I always tried to remember to already have some lube on my hole. I'd grab my poppers and take a hit or two and ask him if he was ready to fuck me. The most intense feeling is when that cock head starts to pop inside of you. Seeing the complete pleasure on his face was always amazing. I'd get him to push deep inside me and just hold it there while I get used to it. Many times he would bend down and kiss me while he started moving in and out. I like a nice deep slow fuck almost more than soemthing hard and fast. The right top will know how to do all of that. That feeling when you know a top is getting close can be soemthing you will never forget. Watching their face...the eye contact. Hearing them say "I'm going to cum!" as you pull them in deeper.....you can feel the cum shooting inside you....he's sweaty laying on top of you, kissing you. You hold him in with your legs until every drop is left there.
To be continued......