Desire

Yesterday I was in public, something I don't do a lot and I was talking to a young guy around 40 years younger than I.

We were joking around -- he was laughing at my jokes (which was enticing).

What happened and often happens to me, my fantasy didn't take over until I was driving home.

I was thinking.. wonder if that young man was interested in this old man.

And through a distilling process, I realized a desire.. for someone to really desire me. To flirt with me and want me. That is, I can masturbate to porn, but what gets me really hot is the thought that a guy might actually want me... Not so much mental love.. but to physically desire me...

And would make that know. A guy (or woman) would not beg but suggest they want me.

I think that this would be a common feeling for homo sapiens, but I know when I send people seduction poems, thy often back away.

I want someone to play 'in lust' with.