Blue Jeans Turn On
This story is an early memory from a Playboy magazine that I saw when I was a teenager, probably 16 or 17. The magazine was passed between a bunch of us in my friend's basement out of a collection that his dad had. I'd never really thought about men as a sexual option, at least not at the time, but as I played with men later on, I realized that the image was deep-seated in me, and had played a big part in my sexual subconscience and memory.
The image was a photo within a larger photo spread, not the centrefold, but further back in the book. For some reason, the art director decided to place a man in a scene with two young blonde women. You almost NEVER saw guys in Playboys unless it was for outrageous comic purposes: a fat chef or a lewd priest or something. This guy was a Patrick Duffy-type brunette with short-cropped hair, slim, early 30s, and he had a real regular way about him. He was off to the side of the room (It might have been a bedroom, but it might have a been a basement rec room) and he was facing away from the two girls, both of whom had their perky pink tits out wearing panties. The women had their hands on each other, and one of them was looking back at the guy, whose pants had slipped down, exposing a beautiful round smooth ass, although in my memory there's a bit of hair there, because it's a look that turns me on now, as an adult. At first, the image confounded me-- why was the guy there? what was he doing? and why were his pants sneaking down below his ass?-- and since I was mostly interested in the girls and their soft skin and beautiful tits, I didn't really give it a second thought. Looking back, I remember the sense that, because he was there, something dirty, however unspecific, was happening. It's the nature of this scene that I've played out as I return to the memory. The guy's naked ass had stayed with me for so long, and much longer than anything else in the photo.
Because I'm older now, I can get my head around all of the scenarios: maybe the women were doms, and the guy was a submissive; maybe one of the women was his gf, and she was cuckolding him with another girl. I also wondered if I was captivated by his naked ass partly because I'd almost never seen naked guys in porn before, and partly because his presence raised questions about gayness, and bi-ness, both mine and his.
I now love gay porn where a pair of jeans are lowered to expose a guy's ass. I also love it when I can get my hands on a guy who is wearing jeans. I get so turned on by the idea of taking them off, exposing the curves of his ass and bending him over to lick and sniff and finger his hole. It's a massive turn on. It took me years to understand the nature of this turn on, but I'm certain it's because of that Playboy photo. It's funny how such a small thing-- a small moment-- can have such a huge impact on your sexual tastes.
The image was a photo within a larger photo spread, not the centrefold, but further back in the book. For some reason, the art director decided to place a man in a scene with two young blonde women. You almost NEVER saw guys in Playboys unless it was for outrageous comic purposes: a fat chef or a lewd priest or something. This guy was a Patrick Duffy-type brunette with short-cropped hair, slim, early 30s, and he had a real regular way about him. He was off to the side of the room (It might have been a bedroom, but it might have a been a basement rec room) and he was facing away from the two girls, both of whom had their perky pink tits out wearing panties. The women had their hands on each other, and one of them was looking back at the guy, whose pants had slipped down, exposing a beautiful round smooth ass, although in my memory there's a bit of hair there, because it's a look that turns me on now, as an adult. At first, the image confounded me-- why was the guy there? what was he doing? and why were his pants sneaking down below his ass?-- and since I was mostly interested in the girls and their soft skin and beautiful tits, I didn't really give it a second thought. Looking back, I remember the sense that, because he was there, something dirty, however unspecific, was happening. It's the nature of this scene that I've played out as I return to the memory. The guy's naked ass had stayed with me for so long, and much longer than anything else in the photo.
Because I'm older now, I can get my head around all of the scenarios: maybe the women were doms, and the guy was a submissive; maybe one of the women was his gf, and she was cuckolding him with another girl. I also wondered if I was captivated by his naked ass partly because I'd almost never seen naked guys in porn before, and partly because his presence raised questions about gayness, and bi-ness, both mine and his.
I now love gay porn where a pair of jeans are lowered to expose a guy's ass. I also love it when I can get my hands on a guy who is wearing jeans. I get so turned on by the idea of taking them off, exposing the curves of his ass and bending him over to lick and sniff and finger his hole. It's a massive turn on. It took me years to understand the nature of this turn on, but I'm certain it's because of that Playboy photo. It's funny how such a small thing-- a small moment-- can have such a huge impact on your sexual tastes.
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