My feels after piamahajan30 since left me away

My relation with piamahajan30 had some good points for me that i had to say even i lose my feel about sex and my heart broken cause i own her those things

1- she made me be a muscle body about both female and trans

2- she made me understand that i never have try to be a man for women cause i never be good for that thing

3- i never have to put myself in weakness cause then anyone try to abuse me

4 - i have to care about myself more cause if i don't be happy and relax in my mind then nothing can make me have that feel

5- my family is important in my life and i have to take care of my mother

6- i have to understand the feel of others and don't make anyone to do something that the person doesn't like to do and if that person does something for me , i respect about that

I like her and respect to her as a friend that she did a lot things for me and helped me to become a better person and made me the person that i be right now and i wish funny , happy and great life for her

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