I finally figured out that I am a SISSY !!!!!

As the title says I finally figured out thay I must suck and get fucked by BIG BLACK COCK I watch Interraceial ,Black fucking white sissy faggets and it turns me on I want that for me All my life from the age of 12 I have been sticking things up my ass at one section of my life I would have my ******** me and I would suck him off He was a great dane He would come over to my bed and put his front feet on my bed and that was the signal to suck him off after I had my fill oof his semin I would let him fuck me That went on for 6 years until I turned 18, And moved out of my parents house, So now im 18 I can buy a Dildo at the sex shop I bought my first one and I liked the BLACK one It was a little bigger than the reg. one.So now I dream about BBC and me I cant wait until some Black man walks up to me and tells me to get on my knees and suck him off right thier in the parking lot of a market or som,ething like that.