Trying thing for 1st time..

As you might seen the story of me being a p*****n and seeing my mom like that and alway wanted to fuck her I got really curious at a young age about sex. Any time I had a chance at anyone’s house that I was at alone or babysitting for friend I would snoop in there bedroom. And boy let me tell I found some cool things as a k** and some had no clue what it was or for but finding more and more thing and seeing magazines and videos soon new it was for sex. I would find personal pics and videos plus porns and magazines. I had a lot of fun with the things I found and would jack off a lot to and with the things I found. I ended up jacking off in to there dirty clothes hamper or on to pair of the women panties. I did this to friends family people I didn’t know. Some of the thing where lingerie and I would try things on to see what it looked like. Doing that found out I really liked dressing In outfits and loved the way they felt. Some times I would steal a video, magazine, personal pics and steal lingerie, stockings and panties mostly thongs but if they didn’t have thongs I got whatever silky panties they had. Watching and seeing thing I found I soon wanted to try a few things and one was anal. Wasn’t sure how or what to use but one day was in bath room taking shower I discovered the long hard wood handle of a plunger. And boy did that feel good going in my ass. The plunger handle went from light wood color to darker color as if it was in water. My mom couldn’t figure out why it did that. It was cuz it was going in and out my ass a lot when I took a shower and cleaning it after it was in water a lot. When I did that I think I was 12 and did it as much as I could. I would find smaller thing to put in my ass in my bed and jack off but couldn’t find the right thing that felt as good as the plunger did. One day I was at my aunts house and she is the oldest aunt in the family. I was left at her place alone for then to go eat somewhere I didn’t want to and I throw a fit and was told fine stay here we are going witch is what I wanted anyway cuz my aunt always dressed nice business women. Could see her Lacey bras she wore all the time. They all left and I went to her bedroom. I started looking around found some sexy panties and bras and found bodysuits some thong and some not. Most of them had snap crutches. Found other kinds of sexy outfits to. I tried a lot of it on and I came a crossed this box under her bed that had toys in it and right in front saying hi pick me I’m what u want was a I would say 6” dildo I grabbed it right away and started sucking it and then un did the snaps of the outfit I had on and put it in my ass. Omg did that feel so good way better and bigger thickness wise than the plunger. I new some how I need to take it home with me but it was on top of everything she had. I ended up finding a smaller one that vibrated that was way in the bottom of her box. The vibrating one was a all new feeling. I did thing like this my hole life well since about 11 when 1st saw and heard my mom fucking guys. It took me a long time before I was able to tell my gf when I was around 2008 when I was in my mid 30’s and boy was that the right thing to do. She would use toys on me and have me wear outfits she had and we would buy new ones for me and both to wear. My next gf is where my sexuality really came out to play. Was hard telling her I liked to dress up and when I did tell her that she said go I want to see u dressed so I can see for my self. I got dressed and she liked it. I told her that I also liked toys in my ass and told her I might be bi. That’s when I found out she was bi. And boy the sex came. We had sex everyday and ended up bring a couple different couple into our bedroom that both where also bi. Man did we have fun a lot of fun. I haven’t had any of that sort of thing since 2018 when she past away from breast cancer. But boy am I ready to do things like that again it’s just been hard finding someone that’s open like that and as open as I am.