I am Widowed and Missing my Husband's Thick D

My husband moved me to upper Michigan, then he died. We were in a secluded area and were able to love each other outside and often. I am mourning and realize how much and often I enjoyed sucking his thick cock. I don't really know anyone here in upper Michigan, so here I am looking to fill that hole.
Now I know that I took his love and cock for granted. For 23 years he was always there to hold me, fuck me, lick me and allow me to suck him. We would fuck and it was like an out-of-body experience and his dick was the magic wand. He was much older than me and had plenty of training before meeting me. My pussy was young and barely used and he taught me so much. He taught me to love and really good cock. I am not outgoing enough to show my face here, but I think I am willing to try others in search of that feeling again.
I don't understand how women can get into other women, when knowing that a man's cock can take you to heaven and back. I love love the the feeling of a man's body. I mean a real man.

With that, I simply say "I wanna fuck and fuck often."