Bondage, and how i came into early in life

Since I was in school with my neighbor chum, I have been fascinated with bondage, as k**s, when our parents were out, we used to tie each other up, it started with cowboys and Indians, and slowly progressed onto a more sexual note, where we would tie each other, and then get each other's cock out and play with it.


We moved apart and I lost touch with him, but the urge to be tied up grew stronger over the years, I made contact not too many years ago, with a friend who liked to crossdress, and enticed me to try it, this coupled with Bondage blew my mind, he tied me tight in a Hogtie, slowly eased my panties down and began to suck me, it wasn't long before the excitement was too much, and I blew my load straight into his mouth, being tied helpless increased the feeling and now I want it more.


I practice self-bondage whenever I can, thinking of ways to bind myself, but always leaving a way to escape, the excitement is always there thinking of the time when it will go wrong and I can't get out, and my partner returns finding me bound up tight, how do I explain that, that scenario excites me tremendously, I think I would orgasm lying there with her looking at me gobsmacked.....I am constantly looking out for a play partner who is into the same fetish as myself, playing as I did in my school days.