Want to know what you think about.

I'm sitting here in bed wondering what you are doing ? Wondering if you even think about me ? Wondering if you really do have feelings for me and not just saying it ? Wondering what you think about me ? Wondering if you and I could really be good together? Just a lot of thoughts running through my head. The thought of calling you a fat fuck cunt and kissing you tunrs me on . Just knowing I can say what every I want to you and not feel ashamed of it is so nice and knowing it won't lead to an agreement of you being up set. I just wish I knew what was in your head? I hate this feeling of wanting you near me so I can use all of your holes .I feel needy for some reason and that's not me. I want to hear from you and see you and I can't wait to see you online but I feel like I am over bearing and needy. Those are 2 attributes I don't like. This just came to mind I want to know if showing you off would turn you on. Like taking pics and selling them or selling you for some fun?