Update in my life
Hello everybody,
I hope everybody is doing okay happy pride month. I have , I something very interesting for everybody. Too weeks ago I told support worker that I wanted to start wearing dresses and skirts, she was kind of taken back by it but then she said have you always like this and I said yes but I never brought it up to my staff to them I just said well since I like to hang out in a long shirt with nothing I might as well wear a dress they don't realize that I'm serious you think I'm joking. So I was telling my support person about this has she wants me a counselor to talk to I say yeah okay whatever that was just in my head though. May 25th , I went to the mall with my staff and I told him I want to look at the women section , and then he says why your man I just said yeah I know, inside I was crying because I know I'm a man. So everybody I don't know what to do for months now all I keep doing is thinking about women's closings wearing them staying wearing a dress or skirt lipstick and nail polish I don't even putting wigs. and I've always thought about all the stuff before I just push it out of my head , and got married too woman and now we're separated. It's strange that is creeping and back up in my life again at 51 years of age. I just feel that my staff and everybody else it's going to to being ridiculed people I'm trying to send in my mind on what I want to do. And also say You're supposed to be a Christian, I say all this true saying that I don't know what to do.????
I hope everybody is doing okay happy pride month. I have , I something very interesting for everybody. Too weeks ago I told support worker that I wanted to start wearing dresses and skirts, she was kind of taken back by it but then she said have you always like this and I said yes but I never brought it up to my staff to them I just said well since I like to hang out in a long shirt with nothing I might as well wear a dress they don't realize that I'm serious you think I'm joking. So I was telling my support person about this has she wants me a counselor to talk to I say yeah okay whatever that was just in my head though. May 25th , I went to the mall with my staff and I told him I want to look at the women section , and then he says why your man I just said yeah I know, inside I was crying because I know I'm a man. So everybody I don't know what to do for months now all I keep doing is thinking about women's closings wearing them staying wearing a dress or skirt lipstick and nail polish I don't even putting wigs. and I've always thought about all the stuff before I just push it out of my head , and got married too woman and now we're separated. It's strange that is creeping and back up in my life again at 51 years of age. I just feel that my staff and everybody else it's going to to being ridiculed people I'm trying to send in my mind on what I want to do. And also say You're supposed to be a Christian, I say all this true saying that I don't know what to do.????
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