Loving cock

By this time I was pretty acquainted with men sucking my cock, and I started getting more curious about cock myself. I was 16 but looked older, and bought a Blueboy magazine at a place that sold it alongside Playboy and Penthouse. That was a revelation for me. I loved looking at cocks. I masturbated to that magazine so many times, just looking at cock. I still remember the voice in my head at those times – I thought that cock was so beautiful as I stared at the pages of the magazine. I almost was brought to tears I was so joyful when visually worshipping one cock in particular. I wanted to suck that cock right off the pages.
50 years later that has not changed. I love cock and I think men sharing each other's cock for sexual pleasure is a completely natural act.