Bi bator's bliss

I identify as bisexual, but to be honest I am almost exclusively interested in men these days and have been for years. My wife and I have a sex life that's based on us maintaining our bond and enjoying being close to one another, and while I take pride in satisfying her, married sex doesn't begin to satisfy my own needs. Those I have to handle on my own, and it's gotten to the point where I vastly prefer getting high and edging my penis all night watching gay porn to sex with my wife, and the orgasms I bring myself to are so long, so intense, god they're just so much better than anytime I've cum with any woman. When my wife and I fuck, like we did earlier this evening, I always fake my orgasms so I can slip downstairs to my den in the basement after she falls asleep and get into a long hot sweaty pleasure session - like the one I'm about to get started tonight.

I'm free to be exactly who I am when I am masturbating, I don't have to play straight or hide anything; I don't have to be self-conscious or pretend that I'm not into the gay sex I dream of experiencing. I feel shameless, sexy, and attractive when I am edging with guys online. Uninhibited. Able to express myself sexually however I please. Being completely exposed to my gay and bisexual brothers and sister gooners feels so fucking good; sharing all my dirty gay sex feelings without worrying about how they'll be received, especially after hiding them for most of my life, is something I need.

I love feeling this way - so horny, so aroused, and so gay. I love feeling like an insatiable slut, open to every kind of homosexual pleasure and my body available to any man who wants to use it.

I'll be up all night tonight, my greasy throbbing penis in my hand, a plug in my ass, practicing my fellatio technique on my dildo before I slide it balls-deep into my tight cunt - if this resonates with you, let me hear from you and let's get into our cock pleasures together.