The urge was too much. I failed my resolution.

I wanted to go the whole year out of chastity and masturbating how most would consider normal. I guess I am far from normal because I only went a couple of months before I was back to edging, denying, and playing with my nipples. And about a hour ago I put my cage back on. I was playing with myself for a couple of hours and I was rarely touching my little dicklet. I had my little balls tide and was spanking them and playing with my nipples instead. Finally the urge to feel the sweet restraint of my cage was too much and once I had it in hand it was back where it belonged in a flash. Immediately I had a smile on my face and it felt like I was returning home after being in a far off land. I missed it so much! Since I put it on my little dicklet hasn't stopped tingling so it's happy too! Had to make this post before playing some more. I guess I'm just not made for freedom. I don't know what kind of orgasm schedule I will adopt now but I sure it will work out quickly. I'm just happy to have the missing part of me back!