Fucking or getting fucked

Hi all,
Just felt like sharing a little about my feeling this morning. As I've been scrolling through the videos this morning, I have been seeing lots of videos of guys getting fucked by sissies and shemales. My own feeling on this is that when I am in sissy mode, I don't do the fucking. I am the sissy, female, bitch. I am the one who gets fucked. I don't know how others are and I don't judge, just sharing my feeling. When I am dressed and in sissy mode, my clitty rarely even gets hard. I am not looking for some one who wants to be fucked. I am wanting an alpha who would never agree to being fucked. I don't need to be played with or have my clitty sucked on. just feed me your cock and fuck me like the other girls you fuck. Take charge and pound me like a bitch. this is what I like. I want that dick. If I am is the mood to fuck a hole I would much rather find a woman to fuck. Again, this is me and everyone is different, I get so many DMs from men wanting me to fuck them with my sissy dick. I won't happen. It would be like, how you say, to push a rope. Just my thoughts this morning.