Trying hard not to nut

I really need to save my load for this twink next week but I dont think i can hold it. I just think about holding him and kissing him and then grabbing his pussy with my fingers. it just get me instantly hard. Once I'm hard and i get into my rut i have to masterbate. I can think about things to calm down but then i can't sleep at night. the next day is even worse.

I know i need to save up my load so that I have potent enough sperm for my twink. I know they always like big, creamy, smell like cum loads inside them. my secret is lots of Gatorade. that stuff will make you cum so much. i also make sure to eat lots of red meat and walnuts combined with some tons of water. Then but the time i see him im dripping precum as im inside him. I have lots of control over when i cum and can slowly leak it inside his rectum. deep of course.