Thank to mr J for paying for my hormones

Thanks mr j for paying for my hormones I was really really really sweating it and here’s the thing to pay him back despite me trying to pay him money in small increments all he wants me to do is clean his pool thanks god no whoring or being a hooker for now haha I he’s a great guy who hasn’t even fucked me although I’d like it if he did lol I’m happy being his friend and stuff he’s an absolute savior I lost my job about 4 weeks ago right at the time I needed to pay my hormones luckily he saved me now I’ve just gotta get him to stop spending money like it’s going outta style lol I don’t want him to end up broke like me lol naw he’s way too smart and rich for that but yea he’s never gonna read this cause I’m not gonna let him lol but yea I actually really like him the more time I spend with him the more I like him not cause he rich at all I could honestly care less about money you know that little diary and anyone who reads this knows I’m not about the money at all but because he’s a great person with a HUGE heart and he’s handsome he’s about his son 1st and foremost and honestly Id I had to say it little diary I kinda L word him lol ive been spending a bunch of time with him lately and he’s just growing on me more and more lol despite me trying soo hard not to which is why I’m venting to you little diary and why I’m never gonna let him read this because I would die if he did luckily he’s not on this platform so I can set this to friends only and then he can’t read it lol he’s such a great person who lets sooo many other people sponge off of him it’s crazy to me how many pieces of shit are really out there but he’s honestly a decent human being not just cause he’s paying for my hormones but the main thing is he’s actually nice to me he makes it a point to call me Clarissa even when he met me in guy clothes cause I’m honestly too poor to afford anything else lol I’ve only got like 5 total shirts 2pairs of work jeans and two pairs of shorts 1bra and about 15 pairs of panties on this planet lol but hopefully soon I’ll have enough money saved up to buy more lol he’s honestly just a great person who’s really opened my eyes to soo many things financially and in the world of trans girls lol yes he has an affinity for trans girls most of whom are money grubbing bitches but I’ve made a couple good girl friends through him and seen 3 or 4 bad bitch holy shit hot beautiful trans girls at his house in the past week alone and they’ve all been very supportive of my transition despite what everyone says I’ve not met one yet that we didn’t become friends very very quickly lol despite me being an ugly hoe lol I know I’m never gonna be with him and that’s fine I still like him despite that fact. he’s just a great person whose very encouraging to me every step of the way lol it’s crazy Grindr finally hit a home run lol again not cause of the money but inspite of it lol I’m actually really encouraged about my future now after spending just a few days or the better part of a week with him and not cause of my feeling towards him he’s raised my self awareness my self esteem and my self appreciation ten fold but anyways enough going on about him to a fictitious person I call my little diary lol jk jk you know I love you lol I’m gonna get fired from my new job at some point soon I know it as bad as I hate it lol i can’t stand working for Wally World with an aerospace engineering degree as a nasty guy but sometimes you’ve gotta swallow your pride and get your hands dirty I just hope there’s a nice relaxing bath waiting for me at the finish line cause If not ima cry lol I need to get some rest soon cause I’ve gotta work again at 2 pm today and it’s 5:27am right now so yea goodnight little diary be good or at least be good at it!!