Confused him turns her soon

I broke up with a girl and continued seeing her and having sex well she got smart and started f****** other guys then coming straight to me for revenge and I would suck her p**** dry well she told all her friends and my friends about it and then confronted me and confessed that's what she's done so I was so eat up with humility and I felt so duped that it started turning me on especially with her dirty talk and talking about sucking her boyfriend's bigger than mine cock the visuals turn me submissive and a little more dirty talk she had me submitting and in her control and confessing that I wanted to be another man's bitch and I wanted to become a bitch in front of her so now I honor her request as soon as possible I'm looking for a black man or black men to manhandle me ,treat me very rough, rough and hateful and humiliate me as they're driving black cock in my holes with my ex now watching me get wore out and blacked. Not too much to ask just bend me over ,slap me a couple times, hold me tight and RAM it in, poof!!, the ingredients for a white bitch Sissy boy , so if it interests any black man/men, throat me, butt fuck me and I guarantee I'll be sitting in sissy land instantly as soon as I catch a couple cum loads, definitely after I have to swallow any for the blacks who pumped it in me & the girl/girls watching