Men

I remember I swear about your 16 what I would masturbate I started thinking of cock not men just cock along with sexy hot girls. One stroke session cock just popped in my head I wasn't appalled I wasn't turned off I found it very erotic. And I noticed when I thought about cock the loads I shot were even bigger and of course more to eat. And strange I think I only ate my love at the time when I did jerk off the cock. But I was a total hot young teenager into having sex with girls I was late bloomer for cock I had my first man about 33 or 35 years old it was amazing also I felt a lot of Shame and I was fairly scared. But it's in determine the curiousness the amazing feel of sex with a man made shame humiliation and being frightened disappear the joy of sex with a man was the overwhelming power. So now totally out and sex with a man being totally out being honest to yourself is 10 times better open and love being gay my predominantly like to bottom and I'm fairly submissive to my Alpha hot studs. But I don't mind to flip or to top once in awhile myself. But one thing I noticed thinking to myself lately boy I never thought I would actually love men. Yes have sex with them yes get get off together drop a load here and there have a man dropping you. But I truly and honestly love men I love their bodies their power their physique their attitudes I get off to men like I used to with women never thought I'd honestly say I love men. Even had a few relationships actually in one now kind of a dating mostly sexual one but still never thought it would happen like that and I love it! I just love men I want as many as I can get terrified actually check men out that are walking down the street again like I did women.