Why am I a sissy?
My journey to being the best sissy gurl I can be is far from complete. It's taken me many years to even get where I am, and I can see I've still got a long way to go to achieve the personal successes I want to achieve.
I'm not sure I started off as a sissy. I think I was a typical boy, I fancied girls, but I was always as interested in their femininity as I was them. I started cross dressing way before I was a teenager, and like most boys who dress up, I would masturbate. Of course, after I'd cum, what turned out to be typical feelings, shame etc, would made me take the clothes off and swear not to do it again. However, from what I've read online, that stage didn't last very long for me. It didn't take too long that after I'd cum, I'd <b><i>STAY</i></b> dressed en-femme, sometimes masturbating several times. Soon I began fantasizing about men, and instead of thinking about/being with girls - I wanted to be the girl. Most cross dressers purge throughout their life time, throwing away whatever fem accoutrements they acquire - clothes, make up etc, but I only did once, and I said I wouldn't do that again - and I haven't! Therefore my fem wardrobe is quite extensive, and I love buying new fem clothes.
Although I buy for myself, I do sometimes buy for when I'm going on a date with a man. I love to wear skirts, so most of my skirts are the long flowy kind, which means that they provide quick and easy access to my pussy. Which is what I like to offer men. I did have sex with girls, to begin with, but after the first time I had sex with a man, I knew that I would be dating more men in the future. Being the best gurl I can be, in all areas of my life is what I strive for, and satisfying men is a big part of that - and that's where I get my satisfaction. Over the years, my clitty has shrunk of it's own accord. When I was younger it measured just over 6 inches and would get rock hard. Now I'm under an inch and have been flaccid for many years. At first being penetrated by a man might cause my clitty to swell, but after a while it stopped doing that, and I'm glad. It was a distraction, and got in the way of me pleasing my date who I wanted to concentrate on satisfying. I soon found out that it was way more pleasurable for me to concentrate on giving a man an orgasm. Obviously circumstances dictate things, but I do love getting ready for a date, knowing I'm giving myself fully to a man so that he can cum and I do my best to try and make sure he's very satisfied after wards!
I'm not sure I started off as a sissy. I think I was a typical boy, I fancied girls, but I was always as interested in their femininity as I was them. I started cross dressing way before I was a teenager, and like most boys who dress up, I would masturbate. Of course, after I'd cum, what turned out to be typical feelings, shame etc, would made me take the clothes off and swear not to do it again. However, from what I've read online, that stage didn't last very long for me. It didn't take too long that after I'd cum, I'd <b><i>STAY</i></b> dressed en-femme, sometimes masturbating several times. Soon I began fantasizing about men, and instead of thinking about/being with girls - I wanted to be the girl. Most cross dressers purge throughout their life time, throwing away whatever fem accoutrements they acquire - clothes, make up etc, but I only did once, and I said I wouldn't do that again - and I haven't! Therefore my fem wardrobe is quite extensive, and I love buying new fem clothes.
Although I buy for myself, I do sometimes buy for when I'm going on a date with a man. I love to wear skirts, so most of my skirts are the long flowy kind, which means that they provide quick and easy access to my pussy. Which is what I like to offer men. I did have sex with girls, to begin with, but after the first time I had sex with a man, I knew that I would be dating more men in the future. Being the best gurl I can be, in all areas of my life is what I strive for, and satisfying men is a big part of that - and that's where I get my satisfaction. Over the years, my clitty has shrunk of it's own accord. When I was younger it measured just over 6 inches and would get rock hard. Now I'm under an inch and have been flaccid for many years. At first being penetrated by a man might cause my clitty to swell, but after a while it stopped doing that, and I'm glad. It was a distraction, and got in the way of me pleasing my date who I wanted to concentrate on satisfying. I soon found out that it was way more pleasurable for me to concentrate on giving a man an orgasm. Obviously circumstances dictate things, but I do love getting ready for a date, knowing I'm giving myself fully to a man so that he can cum and I do my best to try and make sure he's very satisfied after wards!
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