How I First Tried CBT
As I said in my last post I will only tell the truth in my posts and I hope people enjoy reading about my experiences.
Let me start with my first experience. With a girlfriend some years ago we started playing with bondage. At first it was only her tied up for sex but after a while I told her I wanted to try being the tied and helpless one. We did take turns for a while but being tied was bringing out my sub side and fuelling the Mistress in her.
She was not normally too dominant unless she had drank a few glasses of wine to bring out her confidence. The one evening she had me tied spread eagle to the bed edging and teasing me when she asked if I loved her. I said I did of course but she said she wanted to see me prove it. I asked her how and she told me I must tell her I love her when she squeezes my balls. I thought she was joking so I said yes.
That was probably the moment my life changed. She gave me a quick not too hard squeeze and stared straight at me. The sudden rush of pain was a shock but I managed to say I love you. She squeezed about for more times and each time I said I love you. This was the first time I had endured pain for a Mistress and I knew I wanted more.
We eventually split up but I fondly remember those times.
The next time was many years later when I developed a lust for my sister in law. She always seems angry at something but this got my fantasies running wild. I had managed to steal some underwear from her house, bra and two pairs of panties. I enjoyed wearing them and started to fantasise about how she would react if she saw me wearing only her bra and panties. I began to imagine how she would want to make me suffer. My thoughts soon went to chastity devices and the first thing I bought was a Khali Teeth cock ring. This is a hinged metal ring with small spikes on the inside. It is held closed with a padlock. It arrived in the post and I was in awe of it. Cold strong steel, if I lock it on I will suffer. I wanted to do it but i had to do it the right way. My plan was to catch a bus to a nearby town, the Khali ring in my pocket but the key left at home. I wore my sister in laws bra and panties under my clothes and caught the bus.
I waited until it was almost time for the return bus then popped into the public toilet and put on the Khali ring. Padlock snapped shut there was no escape. The pressure of the spikes of my soft cock was an irritation but easily coped with. The bus arrived and I got on. Time to step up my game I thought so I imagined how it would be if my sister in law had seen me and she was the one who locked me in. My cock began to stir and the ring was soon very uncomfortable. The right effect. I thought to myself, Thank you Mistress, you own me now. My erection grew and so did the pain. I was soon in agony from the teeth but ecstasy from the idea of my Mistress doing this to me. About ten minutes later I was home and desperate for release, my hands shaking as I put the key in the lock and a surprise I did not think of. The sudden rush of pain as I released the ring. It was worth it.
To anyone reading, I hope you enjoyed my post and that you will tell me what you think
Let me start with my first experience. With a girlfriend some years ago we started playing with bondage. At first it was only her tied up for sex but after a while I told her I wanted to try being the tied and helpless one. We did take turns for a while but being tied was bringing out my sub side and fuelling the Mistress in her.
She was not normally too dominant unless she had drank a few glasses of wine to bring out her confidence. The one evening she had me tied spread eagle to the bed edging and teasing me when she asked if I loved her. I said I did of course but she said she wanted to see me prove it. I asked her how and she told me I must tell her I love her when she squeezes my balls. I thought she was joking so I said yes.
That was probably the moment my life changed. She gave me a quick not too hard squeeze and stared straight at me. The sudden rush of pain was a shock but I managed to say I love you. She squeezed about for more times and each time I said I love you. This was the first time I had endured pain for a Mistress and I knew I wanted more.
We eventually split up but I fondly remember those times.
The next time was many years later when I developed a lust for my sister in law. She always seems angry at something but this got my fantasies running wild. I had managed to steal some underwear from her house, bra and two pairs of panties. I enjoyed wearing them and started to fantasise about how she would react if she saw me wearing only her bra and panties. I began to imagine how she would want to make me suffer. My thoughts soon went to chastity devices and the first thing I bought was a Khali Teeth cock ring. This is a hinged metal ring with small spikes on the inside. It is held closed with a padlock. It arrived in the post and I was in awe of it. Cold strong steel, if I lock it on I will suffer. I wanted to do it but i had to do it the right way. My plan was to catch a bus to a nearby town, the Khali ring in my pocket but the key left at home. I wore my sister in laws bra and panties under my clothes and caught the bus.
I waited until it was almost time for the return bus then popped into the public toilet and put on the Khali ring. Padlock snapped shut there was no escape. The pressure of the spikes of my soft cock was an irritation but easily coped with. The bus arrived and I got on. Time to step up my game I thought so I imagined how it would be if my sister in law had seen me and she was the one who locked me in. My cock began to stir and the ring was soon very uncomfortable. The right effect. I thought to myself, Thank you Mistress, you own me now. My erection grew and so did the pain. I was soon in agony from the teeth but ecstasy from the idea of my Mistress doing this to me. About ten minutes later I was home and desperate for release, my hands shaking as I put the key in the lock and a surprise I did not think of. The sudden rush of pain as I released the ring. It was worth it.
To anyone reading, I hope you enjoyed my post and that you will tell me what you think
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