Let's Discuss Our Addiction. My Story.

I started with porn at a early age. I ran across on old magazine in the woods near my house, and while most of it had been ruined, there were a few pages that made it. They were of a bride and bridesmaid fingering each other and eating pussy. That moment changed me. It was then that porn got its first hooks into me. My grandfather had Hustler and Playboys hidden in his house that I would find and jack off to.

Once I got a little older, and we had access to the internet, things really picked up. So much porn became available, and I just kept digging and finding more and more to feed what was now a growing addiction. It was also the time many addicts discover. Straight porn was no longer quite enough. I began seeing and being turned on by Trans porn. Those beautiful bodies, amazing tits, and their hard cocks. Soon after, gay porn. So many choices and so much to see.

At about 16, I was finally able to live out my gay fantasies with a much older neighbor who took me under his wing while I spent summer days mowing his lawn. He taught me how to suck his cock and eventually get fucked. I thank my early experience with porn to allow me the curiosity and the will to cross that line. The point of no return, as it were.

Now, with everything in my life, porn is my true purpose. Submitting to my addiction. Finding as much porn as I can, gooning and edging. Watching hypno vids and gooning collections and everything else. So many fetishs. Every free moment thinking about the next chance to watch porn and jerk off. I remember those magazine pages from so long ago and thank them for where they've taken me. From an innocent kid to one being broken into gay sex, and into a full blown addict. It's amazing.


Tell me about you! How did your addiction begin and grow. How good is it now? Did it overpower you to make fantasies into reality? I'd love to have people share with me and others.