Sissies balls

So today and the weekend i will not be able to enjoy and watch any porn. Watching it really makes me crave to edge, and starting tk feel full, and craving a ruin. Of course itbhas been so long since a real orgasm i barely remember what it feels like. But it has been 4 weeks now since even edging, only clamping my nipples and crushing my balls. And now since i know i can't see the gorgeous women who tease me, well, my dicklette is twoiching, and my balls ache. What i would do to just ruin! But no, they will continue to ach and twitch.