I have no bulge

I am a guy with a rather small penis and display absolutely NO bulge in pants/jeans. Over the years I have noticed women looking at me crotch and exchanging smiles and whispers with their friends. As a guy who has developed a predilection for small penis humiliation this is a huge turn on. I am equally aroused by the idea of women appreciating the bulges of well hung guys. Clips like the following make my heart race!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jObMeCy7cqM