We were caught giving blowjobs
TLDR; His sister caught us giving blowjobs.
The Backstory
Growing up in the 70's and early 80's, I knew at 8 or 9 that I was different than most, if not all of my classmates. I was very attracted to seeing other people's cocks. I was submissive/passive by nature, and I liked to sneak into my mom's and sister's panty drawers and steal panties to wear. Around 12 or 13 as I entered puberty, I would try and keep my dick soft. IDK why I did this, but having a hardon didn't really excite me. Other's having a hardon did.
I grew up in a very small village in Mid Michigan with a population of around 500. Of course the internet as we know it today with it's massive highway of information, didn't exist back then. I was raised by a single mom who worked 2 jobs just to make ends meet, so we didn't get out much. The biggest city I had ever been to was Lansing, Mich. but I didn't know anyone there. I had no way of knowing what I was going through and nobody to talk to about it. All I knew was that everyone around me, talked about being gay as a bad thing, a pervert, girl, etc. so of course, I never told anyone.
Next door to me was my best friend who was 8 months younger than me. We weren't popular in school. Never got to hang out with the cool kids, never got invited to parties or events, never had dates to go to dances, proms, homecoming with, in fact, counting my neighbor friend, I only had 3 friends growing up. I only ever dated one girl, and we never did anything other than kiss and feel her boobs under the shirt and over the bra.
My Neighbor
My neighbor friend was also gay, but I didn't know it just like he didn't know I was gay. In 1983, he had turned 16 in Dec and I was about to turn 17 in April. One warm day in March, he and I were chilling in his dad's garage. His oldest sister had helped us get some weed, and we were getting high in the garage, joking around, telling dirty jokes, and just being teenagers. This was pretty much our routine.
Coming out
While we were chilling, he had to take a piss, so he went behind the garage to do so. I snuck behind him so I could secretly watch. He caught me, and asked what I was doing. I told him I had to pee as well. While we're pissing, his dick was getting hard, which in turn caused mine to get hard.
We started teasing each other, calling the other a ****** and what not, when he said "I'll give you $5 if you put your mouth on it. As I mentioned earlier, we were poor, mom raised 2 kids by herself and there was barely enough money let alone extra money, so rarely did I ever have $5 in my pocket. We were always provided for and Mom was a good mother, she did the best she could.
Anyways, I knew I wanted to do it, but I didn't want him to think I was doing it because I was gay, I wanted him to think I was desperate for the money. We negotiated back and forth, making sure that the other promised to never tell anyone. Once we were assured it would be kept secret, I agreed to do it. We went back in the garage, where he pulled his dick out and said, "Do it".
Losing my oral virginity
I got on my knees, stared at his hard cock, and for the next couple of minutes, worked up the nerve to actually do it. I thought all I had to do was kiss it. No, it had to go in my mouth. I'm rock hard at this point, the hardest I've ever been my entire life. I finally worked up the nerve, took his cock in my hand and kissed the tip. Not good enough, put it in your mouth. Well, we're already past the point of no return, so I did. I didn't bob my head or anything, just had it in my mouth. He said "Suck it like those women in porn movies". I had watched porn before and knew how it was done, so I tried to do it like I had seen in the movies. I could taste his piss and at first it was gross (later in life I learned to like it).
I slid my mouth up and down his shaft until I went too deep, gagged, and puked (I hadn't learned how to not gag since it was my first time). This grossed him out, so he asked if he could put it in my ass. I had also watched anal porn, so I knew this was a thing, but I didn't know how much it hurt, or that preparation and lube was involved). He was able to get the tip in, but that was it. I was dry and it hurt too much. We gave up on anal and I went back to sucking on him, this time being more careful how deep I went. Since we were both virgins, it only took like 3 mins for him to cum in my mouth. No warning, nothing, just a huge teenager's load in my mouth. I immediately loved the taste, and was hooked.
I thought we were done at this point, but he says "For $5, I'll suck your dick". Now I have a dilemma. I really could use the money, but at the same time, nobody has ever touched my dick in an erotic way, and I was really wanting to experience this, so I agreed. I'm still harder than titanium and when I pulled my jeans and underwear down, it sprang up like a diving board.
He wasn't as nervous as I was and he went down on it almost immediately. God it felt soooo good! He started getting a rhythm and after a minute, I was ready to cum. All of a sudden, the garage door opens and his sister is trying to pull in the garage with her car. Tried as we might, there was no covering up what we were doing. I pulled my pants up quickly and ran home. I stayed in my room all afternoon, waiting until someone told my mom. The phone rings, my heart is racing, mom is going to find out. Mom yells my name to come downstairs. Shit, now what do I do? I had no choice, I went downstairs. The phone call was for me. It was the neighbor. He said his sister was ok with it and wasn't going to tell anyone. Our secret was safe with her!
Such a rush of relief fell over me! Then being the smartass that I am, I told him that he still owes me $5 because he didn't finish me. He says he'll be over in 5 mins and finish what we started. He did, and it wasn't but a minute or two until I unloaded in his mouth in my room. We did this up until I graduated in 1984, eventually getting into anal and learning all about that process.
The day after I graduated, I reported to MEPS in Detroit and entered the Army, where I kept it a secret for 7 years when I finally got out for good (got out once but was stop lossed for DS/DS. I was never able to reconnect with the neighbor, and often wonder how he's doing. That was my very first gay encounter and of course my luck being what it is, we got caught!
The Backstory
Growing up in the 70's and early 80's, I knew at 8 or 9 that I was different than most, if not all of my classmates. I was very attracted to seeing other people's cocks. I was submissive/passive by nature, and I liked to sneak into my mom's and sister's panty drawers and steal panties to wear. Around 12 or 13 as I entered puberty, I would try and keep my dick soft. IDK why I did this, but having a hardon didn't really excite me. Other's having a hardon did.
I grew up in a very small village in Mid Michigan with a population of around 500. Of course the internet as we know it today with it's massive highway of information, didn't exist back then. I was raised by a single mom who worked 2 jobs just to make ends meet, so we didn't get out much. The biggest city I had ever been to was Lansing, Mich. but I didn't know anyone there. I had no way of knowing what I was going through and nobody to talk to about it. All I knew was that everyone around me, talked about being gay as a bad thing, a pervert, girl, etc. so of course, I never told anyone.
Next door to me was my best friend who was 8 months younger than me. We weren't popular in school. Never got to hang out with the cool kids, never got invited to parties or events, never had dates to go to dances, proms, homecoming with, in fact, counting my neighbor friend, I only had 3 friends growing up. I only ever dated one girl, and we never did anything other than kiss and feel her boobs under the shirt and over the bra.
My Neighbor
My neighbor friend was also gay, but I didn't know it just like he didn't know I was gay. In 1983, he had turned 16 in Dec and I was about to turn 17 in April. One warm day in March, he and I were chilling in his dad's garage. His oldest sister had helped us get some weed, and we were getting high in the garage, joking around, telling dirty jokes, and just being teenagers. This was pretty much our routine.
Coming out
While we were chilling, he had to take a piss, so he went behind the garage to do so. I snuck behind him so I could secretly watch. He caught me, and asked what I was doing. I told him I had to pee as well. While we're pissing, his dick was getting hard, which in turn caused mine to get hard.
We started teasing each other, calling the other a ****** and what not, when he said "I'll give you $5 if you put your mouth on it. As I mentioned earlier, we were poor, mom raised 2 kids by herself and there was barely enough money let alone extra money, so rarely did I ever have $5 in my pocket. We were always provided for and Mom was a good mother, she did the best she could.
Anyways, I knew I wanted to do it, but I didn't want him to think I was doing it because I was gay, I wanted him to think I was desperate for the money. We negotiated back and forth, making sure that the other promised to never tell anyone. Once we were assured it would be kept secret, I agreed to do it. We went back in the garage, where he pulled his dick out and said, "Do it".
Losing my oral virginity
I got on my knees, stared at his hard cock, and for the next couple of minutes, worked up the nerve to actually do it. I thought all I had to do was kiss it. No, it had to go in my mouth. I'm rock hard at this point, the hardest I've ever been my entire life. I finally worked up the nerve, took his cock in my hand and kissed the tip. Not good enough, put it in your mouth. Well, we're already past the point of no return, so I did. I didn't bob my head or anything, just had it in my mouth. He said "Suck it like those women in porn movies". I had watched porn before and knew how it was done, so I tried to do it like I had seen in the movies. I could taste his piss and at first it was gross (later in life I learned to like it).
I slid my mouth up and down his shaft until I went too deep, gagged, and puked (I hadn't learned how to not gag since it was my first time). This grossed him out, so he asked if he could put it in my ass. I had also watched anal porn, so I knew this was a thing, but I didn't know how much it hurt, or that preparation and lube was involved). He was able to get the tip in, but that was it. I was dry and it hurt too much. We gave up on anal and I went back to sucking on him, this time being more careful how deep I went. Since we were both virgins, it only took like 3 mins for him to cum in my mouth. No warning, nothing, just a huge teenager's load in my mouth. I immediately loved the taste, and was hooked.
I thought we were done at this point, but he says "For $5, I'll suck your dick". Now I have a dilemma. I really could use the money, but at the same time, nobody has ever touched my dick in an erotic way, and I was really wanting to experience this, so I agreed. I'm still harder than titanium and when I pulled my jeans and underwear down, it sprang up like a diving board.
He wasn't as nervous as I was and he went down on it almost immediately. God it felt soooo good! He started getting a rhythm and after a minute, I was ready to cum. All of a sudden, the garage door opens and his sister is trying to pull in the garage with her car. Tried as we might, there was no covering up what we were doing. I pulled my pants up quickly and ran home. I stayed in my room all afternoon, waiting until someone told my mom. The phone rings, my heart is racing, mom is going to find out. Mom yells my name to come downstairs. Shit, now what do I do? I had no choice, I went downstairs. The phone call was for me. It was the neighbor. He said his sister was ok with it and wasn't going to tell anyone. Our secret was safe with her!
Such a rush of relief fell over me! Then being the smartass that I am, I told him that he still owes me $5 because he didn't finish me. He says he'll be over in 5 mins and finish what we started. He did, and it wasn't but a minute or two until I unloaded in his mouth in my room. We did this up until I graduated in 1984, eventually getting into anal and learning all about that process.
The day after I graduated, I reported to MEPS in Detroit and entered the Army, where I kept it a secret for 7 years when I finally got out for good (got out once but was stop lossed for DS/DS. I was never able to reconnect with the neighbor, and often wonder how he's doing. That was my very first gay encounter and of course my luck being what it is, we got caught!
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