I Wish I Could Self Suck

I wish I could self-suck. I'm not large enough or flexible enough. I've tried many times but I can't reach myself.

I would like to self-suck so that I would know if I like sucking cock. I would attempt to suck cock with a she-male, crossdresser, transvestite, or drag queen if I found an attraction. I'm not interested in male-to-male sucking. The only requirement would be the person needs to be the same size as me which is about 6". I don't have a problem sucking a dildo and may start up again.