The Closet Door Is Now Open

decided that now is the time to be completely open about my crossdressing. I feel that I've been holding myself back. I haven't been true to myself. I enjoy many things and crossdressing is one of them. I started feeling a little better emotionally when I decided to open my closet door all the way.

I wouldn't mind having friends who are also crossdressers. I belong to a website crossdressers.com, but there is no one near me. The site is friendly and non-judgemental. I also joined a Facebook group for crossdressing.

My crossdressing is not a lifestyle. I don't think I have a feminine side. I just cross-dress to feel better and now that the door is fully opened, I'm starting to feel a little better..

I’m sorry if this blog offended anyone or changed their opinion about me. To be true to oneself, one needs to be happy with oneself. Crossdressing makes me feel better and I’ve now fully accepted it as part of me.

Knowing anyone who decided to drop me as a friend or disown me was nice. I don’t flaunt this aspect of me in front of others. I thank those who decided to accept this part of me.

I’ve been called a complex person and crossdressing is part of my complexity.

I don’t consider myself gay or straight. I'm somewhere in between. I don't consider myself bi-sexual either since I'm not attracted to men but I do have a curiosity about crossdressers. I am still mostly attracted to women. I'm now reading a book entitled Queer There and Everywhere by Sarah Prager. I hope to learn more about myself and to find out where I fit in in the LGBT society.